Monday, July 5, 2010

An Ocean of Nothing

An Ocean of Nothing

I am nothing.
An ocean of words wash over me everyday and pass right through me.
I long ago gave up trying to comprehend these words.
Then again maybe I should not try to understand.

These words come from people who do not understand me and thus decide to make my life hell.
With all their cliques and drama they can keep it, I'll pass.
To them, the ocean I am nothing.
Merely a target to practice their idiocy on.
Swimming along.

I tuned them out and shut myself up in my shell.
I clammed up, gave up.
I'm not stupid, life there was pointless.
All of them the other fish in the ocean were clueless to what life really was.

They were wrong and will probably never realize that
They claim they are all different but they are still the same
People like them hardly ever change
And they never will understand that.
They are all fake.

So I left and I'm not coming back.
Perhaps someday for a visit but never to move back.
I'm done with the drama and the hell I went through.
I swam away from that Ocean of nothing.

Goodbye High School...

1 comment:

Ritsuka said...

there's one good thing about high school though, i think. if it doesn't help you decide what WHAT you want to be, it helps you decide WHO you DON'T want to be.