Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sometimes I just want it to end
Sometimes I just want it all to end. When I went to see a movie recently I was in a good mood before it started and during the previews before the movie there was some sort of commercial depicting a good relationship between a Father and Son which just depressed me and within a couple of hours I was feeling suicidal. I need to see a counselor soon if something as small as that is going to depress me. My father and I have not had a good relationship for several years and whenever I talk to him I hardly ever get to say anything because he just talks and talks which I know is just his way but it depresses me. I am a fly caught in a web that I cant get out of. I wish the spider would come and end it.
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that sucks, man. what about your mom? do you guys have a good relationship? and have you tried to tell him that you can't get a word in?
I've tried to communicate that with my Dad but he doesnt understand that. His idea of communication is basically "preaching to the choir." I have a somewhat good relationship with my Mom but not so good when it comes to religion.
Captcha: goeshydr. Somehow this reminds me of Lord of the Rings.
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