Running

So lately I've been going stircrazy because I don't have a car and theres not much near where I live (just a couple of fast food restaurants) and the nearest bus stop is 3 miles away and the nearest mall is 4 miles away so theres not much where I live. So I've been thinking that its time for me to start running early in the morning. My schedule just changed at work so I dont have to be at work till nearly an hour later then I usually am getting there so I'm thinking I can still get up at the same time I have been getting up at and start going for a run for 30 minutes. I'm thinking it would be a great way to start my day and lose weight (which I do need to do) and get in shape. I get paid this week and I do need to buy a new pair of shoes so I'm thinking a good pair of athletic shoes would be a good investment. Any thoughts?

Innocence

So I moved back to Arizona to attempt to reconnect with my family but yet I feel so apart from them even when we are in the same room sitting next to each other. I love them but i love them enough to let them go. Innocence was stripped away from me years ago and I know I can never go back to those days. I've come too far and seen too much to return to the innocent days. Once innocence has been lost it can never be recovered and I have lost my innocence.