I am so confused right now

I am so confused about life right now. Being unemployed has given me a ton of timebto think about what I want to do in life and quite honestly I don't know what I want to do anymore. With everything thats been going on in my life the past few months from family drama, to being unemployed and worrying about how Im going to make ends meet, it's made me loose track of what I want for myself. For a while I wanted to be a nurse, a massage therapist, a chiropractor, a teacher abd now I don't know what I want to be. I also found out that my best friend is moving back to Boise in January so I no longer have a real reason to stay in Utah anymore but at the same time I dont know if I should pick up and move to Boise like I've thought about or, simply oacking up and movong somewhere I really want to move to. My relationship with my parents isnt getting any better so I need to do something for myself but, I can't figure out what. I am just so confused right now and I really can't figure out what to do for myself.

4 am

4 am and I still cant sleep. The insomnia is getting worse. I should be asleep relieved and happy by the past few days events... My lab results came back negative meaning I dont have diabetes like I thought, I had a blast the other night going to Ihop at night with a group of friends from work and were talking about making it an annual thing on every payday. But I think the underlying factor to why I cant sleep is stress. Stress over family and communication, school, life... I'm still trying to figure out solutions to each thing and yet I cant figure out solutions at the moment. I know I will figure it out eventually but at the moment I digress.