It seems like we've all dropped out of the digital world for a while. Anyways I'm a still looking for steadier employment as I am only getting a couple of hours a week at my current job and though I like working there, with only a couple of hours a week I can't even pay my basic expenses. I just signed up for classes this fall and am doing 12 credits. I'm taking math, portugese, and biology.

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Well I didn't realise this till I was about to log into twitter, but today is Disneylands 55 anniversary. On this day 55 years ago Walt Disney unveiled Disneyland to the world. I'd love to go again sometime. But Happy Anniversary Disneyland!

An Ocean of Nothing

An Ocean of Nothing

I am nothing.
An ocean of words wash over me everyday and pass right through me.
I long ago gave up trying to comprehend these words.
Then again maybe I should not try to understand.

These words come from people who do not understand me and thus decide to make my life hell.
With all their cliques and drama they can keep it, I'll pass.
To them, the ocean I am nothing.
Merely a target to practice their idiocy on.
Swimming along.

I tuned them out and shut myself up in my shell.
I clammed up, gave up.
I'm not stupid, life there was pointless.
All of them the other fish in the ocean were clueless to what life really was.

They were wrong and will probably never realize that
They claim they are all different but they are still the same
People like them hardly ever change
And they never will understand that.
They are all fake.

So I left and I'm not coming back.
Perhaps someday for a visit but never to move back.
I'm done with the drama and the hell I went through.
I swam away from that Ocean of nothing.

Goodbye High School...