Flashback

Flashback to about 8 years ago. I was 12 years old, babysitting for a family friend with 5 kids who were awesome. Now fast forward 8 years, Im 20 years old and just realised that one of the kids is now in High School O__O

All time low

The challenge with depression is the constant battle to stay above water. At the moment my depression is at an all time low. I rarely go out except to go to work, the rest of the time I stay home, watch movies, listen to music. I rarely get texts or calls from anyone. Im really wondering what the point is in trying anymore. I need friends who will text me to see how my day is going, to hang out with me at night when Im not at work, to give me something to look forward to when I get off work. This sucks. I need to get out of here.

Im going

Im embarking on a journey of self discovery starting either in late spring and I am starting a new blog about it. Heres the link http:http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif//davidslifeinasuitcase.blogspot.com/

Disappear

I think Im going to disappear for a while either in late spring or early summer and just get away from where I live now and go somewhere where I do not know anyone who lives there. I'm not saying where because first of all its not for sure, second it depends on if I hear back about any of the jobs I applied for work out, and third I dont want anyone really to know where I am going because I just need to get away for a while and reboot myself.

New life

I've been thinking about this for a while and Im hoping to start a new life outside the states in about a year, in Canada. I'm researching schools and have a few I intend to apply to. They are

Memorial University-St Johns, Newfoundland and Labrador.

University of Victoria-Victoria, British Columbia.

University of Alberta-Edmonton, Alberta.

University of British Columbia-Vancouver, British Columbia.

Concordia University-Montreal, Quebec.

University of Ottawa-Ottawa Ontario

I intend to apply to the Bachelor of Primary Education for each of these respective universities. My intended goal is to become a Elementary School teacher and work with young kids because I enjoy helping them learn.

I think I will be turning this blog into a blog about my journey through applying for admissions to those Canadian Universities, how I will figure out how to pay for school there, the process of obtaining a student visa, wrapping up my life in the states as I prepare to leave, moving to Canada, getting started there, and life in general there.

Hopefully in about a year I will be Canada bound eh?